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"Those who say only sunshine brings happiness have never danced in the rain"

Sunday, December 4, 2011

Sunday Funday...?

So I'm feeling a little confused today about life in general. Does it get any better then this? I constantly feel like I want, I want, I want. I want to see Dom. I want a new sweater dress. I want to live in my own house. But is that really what I need to be happy forever? I think those things will make me happy. And yes being with Dom while wearing a new dress as we make dinner in a comfy home sounds amazing..but, where do I go after that...will happiness stay forever? Some may say that I am crazy for thinking so far ahead, but I think it is rational. I pray that I am happy throughout my life, but what will I want when I have those things? Can people be happy with what they currently have? Are we wishing today away by wanting? I wish I was happy with what I have, but no, I honestly do not feel happy today. I enjoy my house and living with roommates, but I don't want that anymore (and this means no offense to the beautiful girls I currently live with <3 E.T and C.O.). I want to make my own footprint. I want to paint MY own pictures using MY dreams. That is really what I want. So I guess what I should be asking is how the hell do I make my dreams come true? What do I need to make these things fall into place? yikes happiness is a tough one. Sunday is not a funday. For me today is a day to think about tomorrow. Sunday is used to just "get through" to Monday when my mind and body are busy again..free from these lingering thoughts.

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